Friday, December 23, 2005
number 101 post.
kinda little hur?
nvm. blog more.
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it's kinda hard to stay at home these days
esp with a mum like mine
no one will ever understand
why can't she be more open-minded?
why can't she just give us a lil more freedom?
i don't wanna bother much about her harsh words
but they kinda have this impact on me
someday i must prove her wrong
whatever she does is her business
but why must she even pry so much into our things
and even what we do
it's like you wanna be nailed-shut in this box
and someone keeps using a claw hammer to pry open
not gonna say much already
drying dirty linen in public?
what's the use.
HAHA. what's with me and karma these days?
so, apparently, i went to my grandpa's house this afternoon
cos mum and my aunt wanted to go to the maid agency
to select a maid (DUH..what else do you go to the maid agency for?)
for grandpa
he's cancer stricken.
WHAT HAPPENED TO THE HEALTHY OLD MAN I USED TO KNOW?!
WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THE STRONG CHAP
WHO WAS SO ABLED?!
WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THE NICEST GRANDFATHER ON EARTH
WHO COULD TRAVEL ALL AROUND SINGAPORE
AND NOW HAS TO LIE ON BED ALL DAY COS HE HAS NO ENERGY
TO EVEN GET OUT OF BED.
why is heaven so unfair to him..
to make him suffer in pain.
when i saw him struggling out of bed, i almost cried.
why must such a bad thing fall on him.
he doesn't even know why he is so ill..
ENOUGH OF THE SAD STUFF.
this is so not me.
My mind's unweaving/ 1:23 AM
